What date is the most terrible, as always .... again we have no Easter shrubby tree or a gift for my children.
My husband sleeps super calm and relaxed, as if nothing .... how you can do .... I'm so angry, he does not suffer anything that happens because it gives you back to any problem, however I, full of problems and pain ... and no one to go!
I wonder why I could never change anything in my life, everything is like a closed circle ... and I still turning and setting the pace in the same place ..... it hurts so much that this is another year that I will receive nothing as Daniel happens to all boys his age, the poor had so many expectations and I have to walk again explaining that we are wrong and will receive nothing. It hurts so much kill your dreams, I hope your brother will bring a little something for you happy this Christmas that we've removed it again.
My husband is still sleeping like a baby, quiet and say that almost happy, and I, here in the middle of the night, can not bear to think of sleeping with so many problems we have rather .... I have ..... how I pay my debts, how to help my eldest son in his upcoming marriage, how do I pay off college .... God, I ask only a respite ....!!!!
Father, My Lord ... help me to sleep as well as Juan Carlos!
Just one night, just one ... please!
